At times I am Rob Gordon, speaking into the camera at every pivotal point trying to make sense of it all. Except I guess the camera is in my head — some Freudian messed-up camera pointing at myself as I watch this idiot fumble through life’s tribulations and pitfalls. Maybe you understand what I mean, maybe not.

Either way, after the last few months, the red light is on but I have nothing to say. Instead I just sit here and smile.

Sometimes you just have to wait and see where life takes you.